Everything i touched today turned to dust.

So, today has sucked. Nothing new. But i am handling it ok. Jared was all like blah, blah, blah evertthing bad that has ever happened to you, you deserve. I hate you now, blah blah blah, i don't care about you, he said the c-word. You know, all that immature shit. The stuff i've been defending him for whenever people said something mean about him. I cried a bunch. But i feel so much better now. But, i still feel broken inside. I handled my emotions well. I cried. I'm glad i'm in a mental hospital though. Otherwise i'd of lost my damn head. Nothing is going right. I didn't get what i ordered for breakfast or lunch. I had to take a true or false survey with 567 questions. I kid you not. Then another one where i rated things 1-4. That had like 317. Ugh, it was terrible.