Susan Kara

I have a crazy Step Aunt. She's nuts. She carries around a head stone for a daughter she was never pregnant with. She has lung, pancreatic and liver cancer. Oh, and she's had this for a few years. She doesn't do chemo, and she's gained about 100 pounds. The opposite usually happens. You lose a lot of weight and die when you have pancreatic cancer.

she brought two random people no one knew to my granfather's funeral so she would have company. Then she sat in the back of the funeral home with them because she knew we all hated her. She has no respect. She has blackmailed my uncle..... and she RUINED my cousin's reputation.

She told me all these awful things about Lynette, involving drugs, sex and all those awful things. she made me think Lynette was some awful person. Then i talked to lynette and i learned that her step mom, Vickie is a damn bitch.

after she found out about my hopsital stay she has been telling Lynette and Cliff that i NEED to be in inpatient for 90 days. I NEED to be in therapy for 2 or more years after that.

I called her. I had ENOUGH.

I talked to her, i explained that i am perfectly capable of watching Ethan. That's when she plls out her PHD in Psychology as if she's a freakin' doctor and telling me i need to be commited, that i need to be on loads of medication and that what i'm doing ISN'T ENOUGH.

Ok, i was in Generose. The BEST mental hospital in the Midwest. I was there for 9 days which is a really long stay compared to the average stay. While i was there, there were people there for 2 or 3 days.

While ethan is here he has never had so much of a scratch, bump or bruise on him. Never. He never went unfed, he never went unchanged i take amazing care of him. While he is here, i am never alone for more than 15 minutes.

I am doing everthing i can to get better. I was way to polite to her. I was firm. I was nice, my biggest regret was not telling her exactly what i thought about her. she didn't even listen to me. she didn't take the time to even consider what i was saying. all she did was tell me that i am not doing enough, that i'm not stable enough to watch her grandson.

I am frustrated. I am mad. And if she doesn't stop saying things to Cliff and lynette, giving them grief then i will be calling her back.

I really need to stop being so polite. I don't give a shit if she is family.