Even after going to a mental institution, i still hate humanity.

Today was a pretty productive day. I started a project for my cousin, and i got amber a bunch of makeup. It took about an hour!! It was pretty good, all in all. But, some things still really set me off. Like this status people have been posting on Facebook.

A 15 year old girl holds her 1 year old son; people call her a slut. But no one knows she was raped at 13. People call a girl fat; no one knows she has a serious disease that causes her to be overweight. People call an old man ugly; no one knows he had a serious injury to his face while serving our country in Vietnam. Re-post this if your against bullying and stereotyping!!!! I bet none of you will post this.

While reading this, i was like "preach it girl, AMEN" then i got to the last two sentences.

Re-post this if your against bullying and stereotyping!!!! I bet none of you will post this.

I am so against bullying and sterotyping. It's awful. I've been a victim of both my whole life. I was teased by a 22 year old woman not a week ago! She called me fat, and told me i belong in a mental institution the rest of my life. That Jared never loved me and blah blah blah. It still happens.

But, then i read "I bet none of you will post this"

Ok, IDIOT. That's stereotypical. That's being prejudice. PRE-judging the affects of what you will do. This isn't foreshadowing. It's being stereotypical.

Not only is it stereotypical, but it's bullying.

How is it bullying?

Let me tell you something, bullying isn't just calling people names or talking about them behind their back. It's also using intimidation to make other people do what YOU want them to do. That is using intimidation to get your message passed on.

Whoever started this, is stupid. I'll say it. But i'm not bullying or being mean. Because they're being hypocritical.

Now, there are some things people say that are true and are mean. People call me fat. Uh, that's true. Yeah, i sure don't wanna be told that. But i can't deny it.

But when people tell me i am ugly, or that someone never loved me or anything else like that i get mad. I'm not ugly. Have you SEEN my freakin' face? Have you heard my voice? Have you felt my perfect hair? My hair looks good even when i have a bad hair day.

People, are just stupid. When you have to insult someone's looks to make yourself feel better it is just wrong. And if you're over the age of 10 and you're still calling people ugly and fat...you should probably just die because you're a waste of my and all the other fat people's space. People just kill me. I really hate humanity. I don't know if you've realized this. But people are so stupid. There are a select few i like. The others i just don't want hanging around.

But i could rant about this for hours. And i can't do that because i'm just getting all worked up.

Basically, if you wanna be mean to someone, be rational. All you get when you call someone fat and ugly is the entire world laughing at you. Then your family hates you and you have no friends. Odds are, that if everyone around you hates you and is afraid of you, or if you won't ride the city bus because you know that some people there will kick your ass, it's because YOU ARE A BULLY.

Anyway. Good night.

Wait, there's one thing i was always afraid of. I thought that getting help would make me lose my angst and 'fuck you' additude towards the world. well, as we can see. I still got it. There's a reason i won "Most Outspoken" in highschool. Because, usually the things i say get right to the point and they're true.

Man, i love that about myself.

I really need to go now. Otherwise i'll be up all night typing....