It's really nice to have friends again. Lately i've been secluding myself in my bedroom, not wanting to go anywhere. I used to go out every weekend. During the school year i'd get off the bus at Alex's Friday night, party it up then come home sunday. During the summer i went over there whenever i damn well pleased. Often while she was sleeping, or not even home. I can make myself feel at home pretty much any were. Ask Alex how many times i've just walked around in a shirt and my underpants. Or changed my clothes in the living room, but don't worry. I told everyone to cover thier eyes first.
But i'm starting to talk to people again. I've always talked to Jared, Josh and Karen. But other people i missed i have started to talk to more often. I feel like i have friends again. It's a really good feeling.
I dunno what else to say. Other than i'm starting to be happy again.
I am really starting to worry about my incerdibly heavy and painful period. Not to mention emotional!! Jared has gotten the worst of it. Like last night. This morning i was watching "Say Yes to the Dress". I must have cried about eight times because the Bride to be's happiness when they find the dress and how pretty they look in it.
I'm off to wash hair dye outta my hair. It's pink in celebration for Valentine's day. Because i have a reason to celebrate this year. :)
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