If you don't wanna know about my menstrual issues don't continue reading. BUT, a woman's period is natural and healthy. All us girls go through it, it should not be a taboo subject. I'm a very open and i have no problem going into detail about my vaginal issues.
I just recently started birth control. Not because i'm sexually active, because i'm not, but because my periods are horrific. I throw up due to cramps. I get super pissy. I bleed like i've been shot. I get migranes and muscle aches. Sometimes i cant sit up. And nothing seems to help. So i asked about birth control. I was put on it a month ago. I just got over my period today, it only lasted 5 days and was super light with barely any dibilitating cramps. Here's my problem:
Acne. I've never had an acne issue. I've been blessed with beautiful skin. But, lately i've had up to 12 zits on my face. I'm very self concious about my image. Especially my face. Since it's one of the few things i like about myself. So, this is a huge problem for me.
Also. I get SUPER emotional. I cry randomly. If you remember about two weeks ago, i got super pissed off because i wasn't getting Jared's undivided attention so i took a baseball bat to a light pole. Which is very unlike me. It's gotten to the point were i cry when i'm complimented on my mkeup, or hair, or even when Jared brings up prom. Idon't like this at all. I hope this doesn't last forever. Because my period was so light and (almost) painless, i wanted to hug my gay doctor. One day i started crying in front of my entire class because i got pissed off at some idiot. (in my defence, he chucked a white board eraser at my head, he deserved to be choked, but i was poliet the entire time!) That day Heidi heard my real opinion of the CLC which i won't get into now because... there's so much family drama surounding that it's not even worth bringing up. Though, i may just make a huge rant about it tomorrow..... well, actually, fuck it.
I want out of my current cluster. Which is Christmas Carol. We're reading the book. Which i love. But there's this kid in there that bugs the fuck out of me, and i know that if i'm in there with him i may choke a bitch. And i'm already on the shit list at that school because of my big mouth and my need to always say what i'm thinking regardless f who i'm disagreeing with. Anyway, so i write a note to staff, and i was like "Hey, can i switchh into choir, because soandso is super annoying because of this this and this." THEY DENIED ME! I brought up several different points. All they said was "Sorry, we can't switch you because you had to write on the first day of the new cluster" How in the flying fuck was i supposed to write to the staff and say that when i didn't know the kid was going to make me want to strangle baby monkeys!? I was welcomed into Choir, all the girls were excited, i was excited, but no. Because i'm not psychic i can't be in there. And several teachers talked to me about it today, that they suggested i be put into a different cluster because it's not fair to me. But no. UGH!
It's all because i'm still on the daily point system, and not progress or merit. I'm a fucking senior. I don't need this point bullshit. I'm a good kid! I'm not there because i have behavioral problems. It's an ALTERNITIVE SCHOOL! Why should i, a good kid, be put into a class with a bunch of students with behavior problems, affecting MY LEARNING. Ugh.
All i hear at the CLC all day is bitching, complaining, screaming, and drugs. All day. The kids there have no respect for anyone. But demand respect for themselves. And there's a member of staff who's like that too. Who i thankfully don't have as a teacher because i'd get suspended. I've never been rude to an adult, besides my parents and Mr. Symond. But to her... Oh my gosh. I think we all know who i'm talking about, those of you who have been to the CLC anyway.
Whatever i guess. Itried and i failed. I'll just get over it.
But seriously, i hate being treated like dirt because i'm daily. Sure i got in trouble for something pretty serious. But that was 2 months into my school career there. On the 2n'd day there i was sent! FOR BITING MY FINGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Granted i was yelling at a kid who was trying to start shit with a nother kid. But, the teacher reported me. Ruining my chance to become progress in ten days. Because i bit my finger. Ugh.
I'mma go. my hip hurts and i'm walking like a ihave a chicken shoved up my ass.
I just recently started birth control. Not because i'm sexually active, because i'm not, but because my periods are horrific. I throw up due to cramps. I get super pissy. I bleed like i've been shot. I get migranes and muscle aches. Sometimes i cant sit up. And nothing seems to help. So i asked about birth control. I was put on it a month ago. I just got over my period today, it only lasted 5 days and was super light with barely any dibilitating cramps. Here's my problem:
Acne. I've never had an acne issue. I've been blessed with beautiful skin. But, lately i've had up to 12 zits on my face. I'm very self concious about my image. Especially my face. Since it's one of the few things i like about myself. So, this is a huge problem for me.
Also. I get SUPER emotional. I cry randomly. If you remember about two weeks ago, i got super pissed off because i wasn't getting Jared's undivided attention so i took a baseball bat to a light pole. Which is very unlike me. It's gotten to the point were i cry when i'm complimented on my mkeup, or hair, or even when Jared brings up prom. Idon't like this at all. I hope this doesn't last forever. Because my period was so light and (almost) painless, i wanted to hug my gay doctor. One day i started crying in front of my entire class because i got pissed off at some idiot. (in my defence, he chucked a white board eraser at my head, he deserved to be choked, but i was poliet the entire time!) That day Heidi heard my real opinion of the CLC which i won't get into now because... there's so much family drama surounding that it's not even worth bringing up. Though, i may just make a huge rant about it tomorrow..... well, actually, fuck it.
I want out of my current cluster. Which is Christmas Carol. We're reading the book. Which i love. But there's this kid in there that bugs the fuck out of me, and i know that if i'm in there with him i may choke a bitch. And i'm already on the shit list at that school because of my big mouth and my need to always say what i'm thinking regardless f who i'm disagreeing with. Anyway, so i write a note to staff, and i was like "Hey, can i switchh into choir, because soandso is super annoying because of this this and this." THEY DENIED ME! I brought up several different points. All they said was "Sorry, we can't switch you because you had to write on the first day of the new cluster" How in the flying fuck was i supposed to write to the staff and say that when i didn't know the kid was going to make me want to strangle baby monkeys!? I was welcomed into Choir, all the girls were excited, i was excited, but no. Because i'm not psychic i can't be in there. And several teachers talked to me about it today, that they suggested i be put into a different cluster because it's not fair to me. But no. UGH!
It's all because i'm still on the daily point system, and not progress or merit. I'm a fucking senior. I don't need this point bullshit. I'm a good kid! I'm not there because i have behavioral problems. It's an ALTERNITIVE SCHOOL! Why should i, a good kid, be put into a class with a bunch of students with behavior problems, affecting MY LEARNING. Ugh.
All i hear at the CLC all day is bitching, complaining, screaming, and drugs. All day. The kids there have no respect for anyone. But demand respect for themselves. And there's a member of staff who's like that too. Who i thankfully don't have as a teacher because i'd get suspended. I've never been rude to an adult, besides my parents and Mr. Symond. But to her... Oh my gosh. I think we all know who i'm talking about, those of you who have been to the CLC anyway.
Whatever i guess. Itried and i failed. I'll just get over it.
But seriously, i hate being treated like dirt because i'm daily. Sure i got in trouble for something pretty serious. But that was 2 months into my school career there. On the 2n'd day there i was sent! FOR BITING MY FINGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Granted i was yelling at a kid who was trying to start shit with a nother kid. But, the teacher reported me. Ruining my chance to become progress in ten days. Because i bit my finger. Ugh.
I'mma go. my hip hurts and i'm walking like a ihave a chicken shoved up my ass.
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