Susan Kara

Yesterday i went a saw a psychiatrist, we switched up my meds a bit. My Welbutrin dosage was lowered and my Lamictal dosage was raised. With my Lamictal raised it means i will no longer have those fun little manias i have been having which is going to suck. Though it also does mean that i won't be so down, which is a major plus.

Dad got an interview at the garage in Hinkley at the casino. He went in and got a drug test on tuesday and that's a good sign, right? You would think they wouldn't give you a drug test unless they were serious about hiring you.

Yesterday after my appointment, i went with Cliff, Lynette and Ethan to Chris' to get some baby food and dinner. As i'm walking into the store, a car drives by and someone inside it is yelling "SUSAN! SUSAN! SUSAN! HI SUSAN! OH MY GOD SUSAN!!" I waved back and was very confused. "HI, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!''. I went into the store and Roy Hiler walks in behind me with Jef. I got a huge hug and we talked while Lynette and Cliff did the grocery shopping. Then Nichole Kalhoff or however the hell you spell her last name came over to talk to us too. IT was like a high school reunion. It was really nice to see them, and i never thought Roy would be so excited to see me. But then again, i am Susan and i am pretty sweet.

I did tell him about my stay in the hospital, i feel like i said too much. But then again, everyone pretty much knows anyway.

Today Amber, Ethan and i walked down to Daycare. Well, Ethan was pushed, i rode and amber walked. It was a lot of fun, and i think Amber had fun too. I'm going back down tomorrow to play with the kids.

Erik wanted to make some magic powder so he could be a wizard. At this point, i was getting a little annoyed because him and Devin were fighting and Ethan was crying. So i asked Erik why he couldn't just get a wand and he said "I can't go get a wand, i don't know where die-dong alley is" Well, for those of your non Harry Potter fans, he meant Diagon Alley where the wizarding world goes to get all their stuff for school, including wands and what not.

I honestly just wanted him out of my hair so i told him about how my great grandma had a recipe for magic powder. He and Devin got really excited. I had them each go get a bucket to mix it in. This is what i had them get.

Two Handfuls of dirt from the driveway. It just serves as a foundation for the magical ingredients.

Two dead leaves to be crushed up. I dunno why i had them get it.

One ice cube each for the ability to be invisible.

5 peices of grass to be able to grow big and strong (Devin grabbed 5 handfuls)

One dead bug for the ability to fly

Then i had them shake it up, wait five minutes and go find a stick. Then i had them stand in the driveway and pour the mixture onto their feet and the stick (it would be their wand). Well, Devin ran back and tried to make the picnic table explode with his wand. It didn't work and he got mad. Erik tried to use Alohamora on my scooter... it didn't work. But he didn't get mad about it. I'm very excited to go down there tomorrow, i will bring my camera so i can post a bunch of pictures.