Susan Kara

Today has been a long day. I'm having a lot of fun though.

I got some vegetables and strawberries today. A few things of yogurt, but i think i'll need more before i leave.

I hung out with Karen and Hayden today. I missed them a whole bunch, i just wish i was more awake for it and didn't shoo them out. I didn't get much sleep last night because of the whole bed situation. But i think i fixed it, it's just that the plug is missing for one of the chambers in this matress. It's a big old air matress that's at least 2 feet high. Lukkas is getting me a twin mattress from his brother tomorrow.

I had to sit at Pizza Hut for an hour or so today. It was pretty boring, watching Joshie work. But i knew i needed to get out of there because otherwise i would have kept snacking on bread sticks. Karen picked me up and we went grocery shopping and then came back to Josh's. Hayden is in a really annoying phase right now where she asks the same question over and over again "What's this?" "Who's that" and she won't stop till you answer or you make her tell you what it is. She knows what it is, but just wants to keep asking. I hope Ethan never goes through that. He probably will though. Hayden. Karen and i watched The Nightmare Before Christmas and then they left and i went to sleep. It was a good nap. I didn't wake up till josh came home from work.

Right now i'm waiting for Lukkas to get here. He's closing tonight. I think he got his first ever Testoterone injections!!! So tonight, if he got the testosterone we're going to give him some. He said he'd let me do it. I'm way to emotional for this shit. He talked to me today a little about how it feels to be trapped in a body you don't belong in. I'll never understand how that feels, but i really feel bad for all people who are going through what he is. I think Lukkas is really strong for going through with this.

I don't know how long internet is going to last while i am here. As of right now i have 1 bar of wireless. Karen's internet is going to be shut down, and the new family is going to be set up. I hope they don't password protect it. That'd suck.

I'm not to sure how i feel about them. I don't wanna pass judgement or anything but a family of 6 should not live in a 1 bedroom house... but hey. what do i know?

I've watched more movies while being here than i have in a long time. I've watched 5 since being here. One i watched 2 times.

I am having a lot of fun, but i definately miss home. Especially my bed. Julie got a new car. I can't wait to see it. Eli got it for her. You know, Eli and i never got along until a few months ago. Now i really like him. I would definately say he's one of my friends and i do feel bad for being such a jerk to him.

Ok, now i'm just rambling.