Susan Kara

Today was my first real day of therapy. It went ok, but I am exhausted.
Apple is really stupid. Suddenly, my address is wrong. Well, apple. I've had the same address for 19 years. I think I know where I live.
As luck would have it, I have a migraine during a thunderstorm. You win again, world. You've got me cornered again.
Hopefully listening to some music at a low level on my head phones will drown out some of the thunder.
I baby sit Ethan tomorrow. Very excited. I will probably take loads of pictures. Like always. I think we're gonna try to beat Rock Band together.
My therapist says I should try crafting for an hour. I'm scared to start again. She suggested I make a bracelet or something, just to see how I handle it.

My medication was increased. I'm now on 50 mgs of lamictal 2 times a day. I will start that tomorrow when I set up my pillbox.

Funny story. Julie and i watched this show together called Criminal minds. One of the killers had Borderline personality disorder, and Morgan a profiler said something about a characteristic we have. He said that people with BDP have very unstable feelings of self worth. And I looked at Julie and I said that's very true. She looked over a me and said 'Borderline personality disorder? I thought you had multiple personality disorder!'
I don't know why i think It is so funny, but I do. I had to explain the difference to her.

I'm gonna post random pictures I took over the weekend sometime.