Susan Kara

I have a really busy week. I have 3 appointments and i babysit a bunch. I like being busy, though it is a little stressful.

Can't wait to get my cortisone shots next weekend. It'll be nice to move again. They'll probably give me updated x-rays, so i'll post them here. I'll probably post the old ones as well to see if there's been any more change/damage since i've gained the weight i've gained recently. I've lost 28 pounds over the past 2 months.

I see a dietician on wednesday. I am not looking for ward to it. I'm seeing the same girl i saw last time. Marita. Who, by the way was at least 250 pounds when i last saw her, she made me feel like shit for being fat when she herself was! I'm going to see if i can get a lap band. I know it's a long process and really tough, everyone tells me that. Blah blah blah, bitch. Everything is tough, and i do just fine. Ok...well, maybe not fine. But i handle it!

Next weekend is Mike's graduation party. Lookin' forward to it, but i think Tickie will show up because she knows Lynette and Ethan will be there. I really hope she doesn't because one of us will have to leave. I'll probably keep my mouth shut because it's mike's day. But if anyone has to leave it'll be her, because i'm waaaay more important than her.

I can speak for everyone here and say she is not welcome in our family and does not belong here. Someone needs to tell her, and i think that should be me. I nominate myself. Why? Because i have a way with words, and i'm very dramatic. Tickie is also dramatic, we dramatics ONLY understand the dramatic.

I can't stand people who stand up for their family, even though they are clearly wrong.

I wish i didn't care about Tickie. It'd be so much easier if i didn't hate her.

I hate the world, everyone knows this. Hate is still a feeling...i sometimes think life would be so much easier if i didn't care about what's going on in the world.

Kinda worried about Julie going to school tomorrow. Some girl was smoking pot in the locker room and Julie said something about it, like any sane person would do. I would have probably yelled at the bitch, but i'm not sane. so now these girls keep bumping into julie in the hallway. They are giving her dirty looks and just being mean. Julie doesn't deserve that. That girl who was smoking pot in school OBVIOUSLY wanted attention, if not from her fellow peers or her teachers or maybe her parents... She also has a drug problem if she has to smoke to get through the day.

Then some other students got angry that we had said something about her stupidity on Facebook, even though those girls had said something about it. There's nothing wrong with publicly mocking people who obviously deserve to be ridiculed and belittled for their actions.

She's dramatic, and dramatic people only understand dramatics.