I'm losing my bad assness. No longer am i yelling at people who are idiots. Do you know how long it's been since i've been in a really good argument with someone? Months.
I'm not saying i want drama. It's been really nice not having any, for the longest time. What i am saying is that i'm being pushed around and i'm not standing up for myself like i normally do.
There is this group of girls i'm constantly around, that just complain all day long, annoy me and do not stop talking. I mean, they complain about the most stupid things ever. They come up with reasons to complain as well. For every one positive things they say, there's 2934723948726987 negative things. It really drags me down. Here's the problem. I'm with them 7 hours every single day. Sometimes 9 hours a day. If i say anything, my world will become a living hell. Rumors will be spread, there will be a constant whispering behind my back, nasty texts will be sent, and most likely one of them will put a restraining order on me.
I honestly dread seeing them. I know it's life and i have to deal with it. But i'm so sick of hearing their voices.
Part of me wants them t read this, the other part is scared as hell.
They both belittle my favorite teacher, who has horrible memory problems. All they do is badmouth her. And her husband. It really upsets me.
I dunno. I just really don't like the people who surround me. I'm glad to have Amanda, Mike, Nichole and a few other nice people.
I just wanna smashing heads. I can't stand rude people. And these people are very rude.
Maybe it'll get better.....
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